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I thought of giving up, losing faith but there's this voice, telling me to keep going, don't stop

I try my best in almost everything I do, but sometimes the result is disappointing

And they never know the effort I put in behind my work

Which is very devastating...

It may seem weird, but I never lost hope, I am always hoping that someday, they will see all that's good in me, realize there's so much more to my appearance...

I realized a lot of things while growing up, how things work around me, how relationships relate and how it falls apart........

I used to be afraid about making friends, afraid that I'm too much, or too little, or simply not good enough for them

I learned a lot during failed relationships also during something bad happens

I thank those who disappoint me 'cause they are the ones who taught me a valuable lesson

Although life is challenging for me at this point, but I'll still try my best to over come everything that comes in my way...

I miss the way things use to be and yet to be...