Lady GaGa's Telephone music video

I suppose most of us are little-monsters (Lady GaGa fans), in fact I am too.
I believe you guys have watched her latest music video for her song "Telephone".

What do you think of it?

I think she has something to say, there's a message in this video, especially the last line about her and Beyonce talking about never coming back...

I like the video but there's a few parts which I dislike.
My favourite videos from her are Bad Romance, Poker Face and Love Game.

It's not about her outfits or her songs, it's about she being herself. Which I think is very very very important.

How many of you are being yourself? How many of you don't even know if you're being yourself? Seriously ask yourself and think about it.

Update...

I'm having my holidays right now
but although it's HOLIDAY, I still have homework, even revisions to do

So, I went back to school today for an event of my society
We're having a sort-of-like party at the library
We've been going back and staying back for a couple of days for this event

Members of drama societies from other schools arrived and the "party" started.
There was a series of shows presented by every school which came.
To tell you the truth, I like ours the most.

I encountered some unfriendly-ness during the preparation for this huge event.
But it doesn't matter now, I'll just learn to live with it. I'll try not to let them bring me down.

Anyway, I'm reading a book named "The Diary of A Young Girl". It's actually a real diary written by a girl named Anne Frank during her days when she and some other people were hiding from the Nazis. By the way, they are all Jewish, that's why they're hiding.
I was so shocked when I read her diary because the way she felt about somethings are EXACTLY how I feel. I never knew how to describe how I feel until I read her diary, I knew, at that time, those were the exact words to use. It's really creepy because I thought no one would ever know how I felt. It's also a good thing, at least I know I'm not alone.

I never really liked telling people stuffs because it just doesn't feels right to do so. But I do hope I can at least have something to write on. Writting, I discover, fills the emptiness inside me. I really need to master good writting skills though.

Anne, I hope you're up there somewhere, watching over me, 'cause I could really need some help here!!!

Crazy crazy crazy!

I just came back home from school...
My society is having a 交流会 this Monday so I had to stay back to help out today
It was fun, I helped to stack up part of the chairs in the library then I practiced our dance moves along with my friends then we tried out the games...

The good thing is my holiday starts tomorrow
the bad thing is I have a mountain of homework to get to
Ugh...I thought it's supposed to be a HOLIDAY!!!!

Oh well...

Ceejay was present for Chinese but was absent for other classes today. She had to go for a debate competition.

Oh, one more thing I am also supposed to make a mask for this Monday's 交流会. The purpose is to let everyone else know which of us are in charge, which of us aren't.

...

I thought of giving up, losing faith but there's this voice, telling me to keep going, don't stop

I try my best in almost everything I do, but sometimes the result is disappointing

And they never know the effort I put in behind my work

Which is very devastating...

It may seem weird, but I never lost hope, I am always hoping that someday, they will see all that's good in me, realize there's so much more to my appearance...

I realized a lot of things while growing up, how things work around me, how relationships relate and how it falls apart........

I used to be afraid about making friends, afraid that I'm too much, or too little, or simply not good enough for them

I learned a lot during failed relationships also during something bad happens

I thank those who disappoint me 'cause they are the ones who taught me a valuable lesson

Although life is challenging for me at this point, but I'll still try my best to over come everything that comes in my way...

I miss the way things use to be and yet to be...

Confused...

I'm really tired of pretending, then being mad at everyone's misunderstanding, then myself for not being who I am
I have no idea why I pretend to almost everyone
Self-conscious perhaps?
I wish I can get over that part

The only person I can be myself with is my younger sister
Why in hell would it be HER?!?!?!!?
Why not someone else?
Someone who deserves it more than she does...
Someone I actually like a lot...
I have to get over the self-conscious part ...The sooner the better...

Come on, take off that stinking mask...

I'm begging you...

Be yourself...

It takes a lot of courage to be yourself... I , out of anyone else, should know that better...

BUT I still have to try...

Wait a minute...

Maybe it's just who I am...

But why does it have to be HER to get of the stuffs about me?

IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well...

School...

Homework homework homework....
I would really like sometime to do revision...
And of course... Do my won thing
Besides onlining, I also like a lot of other things
My recently-developed hobby is video-making----so much fun...
I wish I had more time to pursue it though...

My ankle hurts so much these days...
But it's so much better when I came home after school today

I really hope I'll get that scholarship this year...and fly away next year...

I wish I can run away from all of this
Live the life I've always wanted to live
Be the person I've always wanted to be

The only way is to get the scholarship!!!!!!

I still miss 2 Zhong...
I use to think it was the worst time ever when I broke my ligament and have to use crutches,
but now, I realized, it's one of the best times I ever had...

Outside looking in, inside looking out...

I gotta step outside these walls...Once and for all

My happy ending...

Cool Websites

http://www.seasky.org/celestial-objects/stars.html

http://www.olgakay.com

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Filmmaking

http://www.annefrank.org/secretannex

http://www.e-chords.com

2010

New year...

I'm in 3 Xiao this year...
I still like 2 Zhong better...

This year is gonna be mush buzier than last year
'cause I got 2 major exams coming up this October
But I'll just try my best and not make a big deal out of it...

I'll still try to find happiness in everything-Masoquismo, that's what they call it in Spanish...
The enjoyment in doing something suffering...

I hope I can leave the sooner the better
To do my thing without having to hold back everytime...

Contigo O Sin Ti, I'm flying...