Confused...

I'm really tired of pretending, then being mad at everyone's misunderstanding, then myself for not being who I am
I have no idea why I pretend to almost everyone
Self-conscious perhaps?
I wish I can get over that part

The only person I can be myself with is my younger sister
Why in hell would it be HER?!?!?!!?
Why not someone else?
Someone who deserves it more than she does...
Someone I actually like a lot...
I have to get over the self-conscious part ...The sooner the better...

Come on, take off that stinking mask...

I'm begging you...

Be yourself...

It takes a lot of courage to be yourself... I , out of anyone else, should know that better...

BUT I still have to try...

Wait a minute...

Maybe it's just who I am...

But why does it have to be HER to get of the stuffs about me?

IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well...

School...

Homework homework homework....
I would really like sometime to do revision...
And of course... Do my won thing
Besides onlining, I also like a lot of other things
My recently-developed hobby is video-making----so much fun...
I wish I had more time to pursue it though...

My ankle hurts so much these days...
But it's so much better when I came home after school today

I really hope I'll get that scholarship this year...and fly away next year...

I wish I can run away from all of this
Live the life I've always wanted to live
Be the person I've always wanted to be

The only way is to get the scholarship!!!!!!

I still miss 2 Zhong...
I use to think it was the worst time ever when I broke my ligament and have to use crutches,
but now, I realized, it's one of the best times I ever had...

Outside looking in, inside looking out...

I gotta step outside these walls...Once and for all

My happy ending...

Cool Websites

http://www.seasky.org/celestial-objects/stars.html

http://www.olgakay.com

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Filmmaking

http://www.annefrank.org/secretannex

http://www.e-chords.com

2010

New year...

I'm in 3 Xiao this year...
I still like 2 Zhong better...

This year is gonna be mush buzier than last year
'cause I got 2 major exams coming up this October
But I'll just try my best and not make a big deal out of it...

I'll still try to find happiness in everything-Masoquismo, that's what they call it in Spanish...
The enjoyment in doing something suffering...

I hope I can leave the sooner the better
To do my thing without having to hold back everytime...

Contigo O Sin Ti, I'm flying...