Sunday, January 31, 2010

Confused...

I'm really tired of pretending, then being mad at everyone's misunderstanding, then myself for not being who I am
I have no idea why I pretend to almost everyone
Self-conscious perhaps?
I wish I can get over that part

The only person I can be myself with is my younger sister
Why in hell would it be HER?!?!?!!?
Why not someone else?
Someone who deserves it more than she does...
Someone I actually like a lot...
I have to get over the self-conscious part ...The sooner the better...

Come on, take off that stinking mask...

I'm begging you...

Be yourself...

It takes a lot of courage to be yourself... I , out of anyone else, should know that better...

BUT I still have to try...

Wait a minute...

Maybe it's just who I am...

But why does it have to be HER to get of the stuffs about me?

IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well...

1 comment:

  1. hey!! i tried to help...u just wont crack open...and now we're not in the same class...my 2 years of effort is now gone...i wouldnt say i nearly suceed but at least i know u more...if ur sis is the only one then she should be proud...yukuri~ take it easy...dont stress urself out just because of something like this...

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